I'm constantly interupted by other people during the day, whether it's something small in frequent amounts, or if it's something like sending me and my brother to the store (which is only from their laziness, mind you), it's always something. This entire week I have had to stop what I was doing, on a daily basis and cancel working on my game (the one I'm creating) because of not being able to simply stop in the middle of everything every two seconds for an unspecified amount of time, without forgetting what was being done.
It's bad enough when I'm not taken seriously as a person who knows what he's talking about, but when I'm not even taken seriously as a person trying to do something with my life other than sit on my ass taking insults by people who think they know everything, that just pisses me off.
Too much crap goes on here during the day, dogs barking literally every two minutes, people carrying on loudly, interuptions every hour. I can't work like this!
At night, it's so quiet I can hear the fridge turn it's defroster on and off and I can actually focus on something.
And then it's worse when they take an hour to get everything "ready". Honestly I'm sick of having to put up with this everyday. I'm more than happy to help every now and then, but frankly, I rent a room, and I give 200 a month for food in order to help them already as it is. I can't drop everything that I'm trying to do in order to "help" every single day they tell me to (yes, they tell me, not ask me).
The absolute worst thing is, I'm stuck with them. I can't afford internet on my own, and I can't actually have the life I have right now without it (that's not a matter of "internet addiction", it's just fact because of who I interact with, and what I do). God, it's like fate has me by the fucking balls or something. I can't do anything to make my life better without everything else getting in the damn way!
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